written by nai

established in may twenty sixteen

                                        

content warning  canonical mentions of genocide , war ,  death ,  murder ,  body horror / mutilation ,  torture ,  possession ,  abusive situations ,  dictatorships ,  ptsd ,  and suicidal thoughts / ideations .

                                        

#silencedglaive a private  &  independent roleplay blog for     tomoe hotaru  /  sailor saturn   of naoko takeuchi’s manga series bishoujo senshi sailor moon .   please make sure to read my rules and about sections before attempting interaction !

                                        

silence is she  ...  a girl with deep lilac eyes .



I couldn't help but ask for you to say it all again ...    I tried to write it down ,  but I could never find a pen .    I'd give anything to hear you say it one more time :    That the universe was made just to be seen by my eyes .

            part  i            

How light carries on endlessly ,  even after death
 
 
 

   INTRODUCTION         hiya ,  i’m nai !    i am 25+ and i use she / her pronouns .    i’ve roleplayed online for about a decade now ,  and i’ve finally reached a point where i’m more interested in having fun with this hobby than i am in being perfect at it .    i’m frequently on discord ,  and am always willing to talk with mutuals there .    if you have any questions or are interested in chatting ,  my ims are always open .   STATUS         this blog is private and selective .    i will only roleplay with mutual followers .    i reserve the right to only engage with memes ,  starters ,  and prompts that inspire me .    this is not meant to exclude anyone ,  however my personal schedule is hectic and i have several other blogs which i try to divide my attention between .    note that i am more likely to follow back if you demonstrate a genuine interest in writing with me .   ETIQUETTE         standard roleplay rules apply here . do not godmod or metagame ,  or else our thread may be dropped .    i will unfollow if you consistently do not trim your posts .    any direct messages that only read “rp?” or something similar will be ignored .personal blogs ,  do not interact with my content . please do not reblog any of my threads , head- canons ,  or anything that is my original work .   NSFW & TRIGGERING CONTENT         NSFW themes may appear on this blog .    any sexual content will only take place in my established universes where hotaru is a consenting adult .          if you have any issues with this ,  please see the ‘portrayal’ section of these rules .    i will do my best to tag generally triggering content ,  however many of the themes and motifs surrounding hotaru / saturn center around death and tragedy .    please do not follow if you could be uncomfortable with images or references to those ideas .    i tag triggers as “ _ tw // ” .    for my comfort, i ask that you please tag any trypophobic imagery or content related to abortion .   DISCOURSE         if you have a personal problem with someone ,  please handle it privately .    i do my best to avoid being directly involved with drama and wish to maintain that .    i believe callout posts should only be circulated if the person at question is dangerous , not because of minor grievances .    i will block users at my own discretion ,  and will always do my best to honor any dni lists i encounter .    if someone exhibits any behavior that i firmly oppose  ( racism ,  homo / transphobia ,  etc )  then they will be blocked .    no exceptions .

         part      ii         

With shortness of breath ,  You explained the infinite
 
 
 

   INTERACTIONS         while spontaneous interactions are welcome ,  i prefer plotting .    it inspires me and helps build a deeper sense of attachment .    threads and connections do not have to be plotted to their entirety ,  but it’s nice to have a general framework for our canvas .    for the sake of organization ,  i will often queue responses ,  so remember to be patient . i will not write with anyone under the age of 20 or any blogs featuring muses from the hellaverse .   PORTRAYAL         my interpretation of tomoe hotaru is based primarily on the original bishoujo senshi sailor moon manga / crystal anime ,  with some minor elements inspired by the 90’s anime .    hotaru’s physical growth throughout the series is, in a word, complicated .    my primary verse takes place after the final stars arc ,  and hotaru is, at minimum, 16 years of age .   she does continue to age and is over 20 years old during the era of crystal tokyo .    if you do not agree with verses that allow characters to grow up ,  please do not follow me .    i am not interested in engaging in a debate on this issue .    i am willing to write in hotaru’s infinity ,  dream ,  and stars arc verse ,    but this will be rare and must be plotted in advance .   SECRET IDENTITY         if your character is not a sailor senshi ,  they will not know that hotaru is sailor saturn unless she reveals this information to them . any instance violating this rule will be considered a case of metagaming and the interaction will be dropped immediately .   SHIPPING         i do intend to have main partners on this blog .    if we are writing partners who interact frequently ,  please do not hesitate to approach me about establishing a main status .    this blog is multiship ,  but some ships may become exclusive , meaning i will not ship with duplicates of that character .    ships can be romantic ,  familial ,  or platonic ,  but any romantic ships will need to be plotted with me and will only take place if i am comfortably friends with you as a writer .   ORIGINAL CHARACTERS & CROSSOVERS         are always welcome !    the sailor moon verse is fairly flexible , and i am happy to discuss with you how we can create our own verse that meshes well with both of our characters . select fandom specific crossover verse descriptions are available here .   ANONYMOUS ASKS         the anonymous feature is a privilege .    anons that harass either myself or my character will be ignored ,  and repeated abuse of this feature will lead to me turning anon off .    i have never had to do this ,  and i hope that i never will .

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And how rare and beautiful it is ...
 
 
 

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... to even exist .
 
 
 

I couldn't help but ask for you to say it all again ...    I tried to write it down ,  but I could never find a pen .    I'd give anything to hear you say it one more time :    That the universe was made just to be seen by my eyes .

 
layer i ,                     general                 

you taught me the courage of stars before you left                           
 
 
 

tomoe hotaru       name   
sailor saturn       epithet   
18+ ,  verse dependent      age   
january 6th       dob   
she / her       pronouns   
cis - gender       gender   
biromantic demisexual       orientation   
human ,  saturnian humanoid       race   
student ,  sailor senshi      position   
tokyo ,  japan       location   
sailor senshi       alliances   


GUARDIAN OF SILENCE an emissary from the abyss of death, the soldier of destruction & rebirth. with all she destroys, she leaves the seeds of new possibility & new beginnings planted in her wake.

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layer ii ,                     personal                 

How light carries on endlessly ,  even after death                   
 
 
 

   alignment       neutral good
   mbti       mbti here
   likes       the color black, dusk
   dislikes       bright lights, milk,
   positives       compassionate, kind, proactive.
   negatives       possessive, sarcastic, holds onto a grudge, " the end justifies the means " .
   hobbies       art ( sketching, painting, charcoal ), lamp collecting, playing music ( piano, violin ), reading.


  • physical  ★★★★☆☆☆☆☆☆

  • mental  ★★★★★★★★★☆☆

  • emotional  ★★★★★★★☆☆☆

  • charisma  ★★★★★★☆☆☆☆

  • agility  ★★★★★★★☆☆☆

hotaru carries her title as the     GUARDIAN OF SILENCE    well ,  appearing cold & withdrawn to those unfamiliar to her .    though timid initially ,  there’s the unmistakable glow of a firefly’s warmth within her heart  -  she cares deeply ,  loyally ,  & wholly . once she is comfortable ,  she doesn’t hesitate to share that kindness without reservation to those closest to her .    few things scare her more than the thought that she could ever harm those she cares about .although she is healing from the hardships of her previous lifetime ,  hotaru still carries the weight of her memories with her .    her upbringing with the outer senshi was a kinder one ,  & she does not live with the same illnesses & bullying that plagued her before ,  but shouldering the burdens of multiple lifetimes wears down on her spirit .    hotaru can be cautious & often defensive ,  even brash at times .    she greatly values honesty ,  her limited experience with interaction means that she often comes across as blunt .    her heart is always in the right place .

 
layer iii ,                     physical                 

With shortness of breath ,  You explained the infinite                   
 
 
 

   eyes       deep violet
   hair       black with violet undertones ,  thin & cut to reach just past her chin
   skintone       pale ,    very pale
   scent       lavender & fresh graveyard soil


it should be noted that unlike many of the other sailors , saturn and hotaru are separate souls inhabiting the same body .    saturn ,  in direct contrast to hotaru ,  is aloof ,  decisive ,  & calculating .    she will not hesitate to do what is necessary to maintain balance in the universe ,  & is ,  by nature ,  a solitary individual . her duty as a soldier is to judge the world & save it through destruction if she sees fit ,  & this mission is her primary focus .

hotaru, in essence ,  is a vessel for the spirit of sailor saturn .   however ,  after saturn chooses to awaken hotaru in the dream arc ,  the two begin to learn to exist simultaneously in the same body .    their influences over one another become steadily more apparent over time - hotaru gradually grows more bold ,  & saturn begins to soften . though they maintain their differences , their consciousnesses are weaving a unique & beautiful harmony .


   height       149cm / 4’11”
   weight       47.2 kg / 104lbs
   body type       ectomorph

 
layer iv ,                     history                 

And how rare and beautiful it is to even exist                       
 
 
 

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I couldn't help but ask for you to say it all again ...    I tried to write it down ,  but I could never find a pen .    I'd give anything to hear you say it one more time :    That the universe was made just to be seen by my eyes .

                                        

silence is she  ...  a girl with deep lilac eyes .



to pirouette

through an everlasting night .

main    post - canon ,         age     15 - 18+ ,    open
after the defeat of chaos ,  the universe returns to a state of normalcy .    a new era is dawning ,  waiting just at the edge of the horizon .    hotaru continues to live with the other outer soldiers ,  hard at work with her studies in pursuit of her dreams .

a garden of

shimmering lights in a quiet universe .

canon verse    infinity - stars arcs ,         age      12 - 14 ,    request only
this verse follows the final three storylines  ( infinity ,  dream ,  stars )  of the sailor moon canon .  this includes hotaru’s first lifetime as the daughter of keiko and souichi tomoe during the infinity arc ,  her death ,  subsequent rebirth ,  and the dream and stars arcs .    after her reincarnation ,  hotaru lives with michiru ,  haruka ,  and setsuna until the spirit of saturn urges her to awaken once again to defend the universe .    hotaru and saturn are still learning how to coexist in this consciousness they share .

painted by the

stars in perfect silver calligraphy .

canon verse    crystal tokyo ,         age     21+ ,    plotting required
neo - queen serenity has ascended to the throne and established the new silver millennium ,  the heart of which lies in crystal tokyo .    as a member of the guardian senshi court ,  saturn stands alongside her fellow soldiers to maintain their hard - won era of peace .    she serves as a personal guard  ( and best friend )  to princess usagi small lady serenity .

such is the fate

of stars: to burn too brightly, to collapse, to begin anew .

private verse    closed au with mephisto ( @gluttons )
SHE ,  WHO CHOSE TO FALL .    macaria ,  goddess of blessed death .    she is born ,  she lives ,  & she dies .    over & over & over again .    through almost every iteration ,  their paths cross .    sometimes ,  she knows him .  often , she does not even know herself .  they are irrevocably entangled in one another .

follow the light

of the morning star even through the darkest night .

demon slayer verse    affiliates:    shinobu kocho
hotaru is not quite human, not anymore. not since that night. not since her father’s experiments. not since she became something … different. despite her nature ( demon blood polluting her veins, full of regret & decay ) she is given refuge by the master, & a nichirin scythe. her new purpose is clear: serve the mission of the demon slayer corps, even at the cost of her life.